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Road Trips, Christmas Presents, and Rock Talk.
:D

( they could say that we're a mess, they could say we'll never make it )

i have some photos to share.
that i took today mostly.
actually yeah, all from today.

( what was it you wanted? could it be, i'm haunted? )

i love road trips. but. not when they're months long and you have barely any contact with anyone but your family.
everything would be fine and dandy if i could have at least more than a week of my own free time when we got back to australia.
but i won't, so. boo.
oh well.

anyways. with all these hours flailing around in our truck of a rental car, i've created a new universe for my brainchild otp of poo/taylor to grow in. ho hum.
they're just so fun to... artistically manipulate?

hahahaha. really? i just think they're pretty.

here's a preview.
and a hint for sowfee if she sees this. since i refuse to tell her about it until she guesses.
i wont tell people anything unless they at least seem like they actually care a bit. :D
otherwise i just feel weird. and. as if i was ranting about something no one cared about to a big crowd.
yeah.

that was the first thing i doodled of it.

ahahahaha.

Ahh, I feel like I'm sweating out of my ears.

I love Australia. :)

Uggh. At long last.
I just turned in my late History assignment on Walter Reed, which was meant to be an oral presentation on Thursday, but... didn't turn out that way.
Maybe he'll make me present it next week, but I hope to God he doesn't.

Even though, my last oral assignment went surprisingly well! I was quite proud.
It was for Environments and Econmics, and it was about the Southern Bluefin Tuna Overfishing Crisis. And I did a pretty good report and made a pretty slideshow with those gifs I posted a while back.

Just before that one though, I had to do an inner monologue in English for either To Kill A Mockingbird, or Mississippi Burning, and I chose the latter, since I hadn't even read the former (and admittedly still haven't, even though our final exam was a news article on whichever one we hadn't chosen, and I just bullshitted through it).
But back to the point, when I initially tried to do the monologue, we'd set a time for me to pesent just in front of a few friends and the teacher like I did for the last English oral, and I was all ready to do it, not even too worried up to when I was up in front of the little group.
It was insanely bad, and probably worse than before; I just burst into tears without getting even the first word out! I was so pissed at myself. So I ended up having to get Sophie to video tape me doing the monologue and then I turned it in that way. It was the worst ever.

But this time, for the tuna oral, I read it all out for the teacher, Sophie, and Freya, and it went pretty smoothly. We had a few glitches with the stupid powerpoint and the stupid school computer which was annoying, but I actually read the entire thing!
I got a very acceptable grade too, which I was also proud of: B, A-, B+ or something like that. I know there was an A-, which was fucking awesome imo.

Makes up for the failtastic effort I put into Maths and... well. Mostly just Math. I only answered completely like two questions out of however many there were, and I was really unsure about them. Haha. Yeah.

I should post the monologue :D
Because it's kind of like writing a story.
I chose the character Deputy Pell from Mississippi Burning, and the monologue was supposed to reflect the character's personality/thoughts/beliefs on the events and themes such as racism, and physical abuse in this case, from the movie.
It was quite fun, actually, even though it did take me a while to get to writing it.
Which is probably another reason I'm bad at oral presentations, because I never get the actual report/script part finished in time to have time to practice.

The monologue issss under the cut.
( funny. their kids are so cute. )

*hums"
Just watched Waters of Mars.
hm. I'd rant, but I'd be no good at that. I'll leave it to Sophie. Who, I hope this will encourage her to go forth and do just that.

Anyways. mostly I'm just here to take up space for tonight.

I want Sophieophie to write me some dark!doctor/master commentfic.
Or just dark!doctor being angsty and contemplative, but not really unsure about it. He should toughen up and be... not evil, but... take control and not worry as much about the consequences. just for just a lil while.

Have I mentioned how much I love Sick Puppies? Their new album isn't so lyrically good, but it's interesting.
I think that Dressed Up As Life is one of my favorite albums though.
Which is cool. I've never really though about full albums I like much.
Since I don't listen to a lot of one thing most of the time.

Anyway, I shall have to go now. I've got some specific porn to write and a certain threesome to draw.
Probably homework somewhere I've got to pretend to think about as well.

it's one thirteen in the morning. history is my first class tomorrow. i think i'll just do some studying at home for a while and then go in late, cause I can't miss art. even though i should take the day off and do a draft for history. sincei haven't started. and block is next week.
great.

anywho.
here's what i've been doing for an hour:



sort of. mostly just getting distracted by the fact I have internet in front of me.
ahh. no one talks to me online, so i talk to my livejournal. it's sad.
i'm sort of tired. that's too bad. >:|

i think i'll make the table different. it looks funny.
and. it'll be great. not really though.
i'll add. your face.

yeah. i think i'm tired.
i'll go get my blanket.

I haven't finished my god damned Enviromnents and Eeconomics presentation that's due today. Second class. And to top it all off, I've got an eleven o clock psych appointment which means, I'll probably miss school completely somehow. I'll fail for not at least handing the script in. And, due to my tendency to randomly turn into a sobbing ball of slime when attempting to do oral assignments, I'm meant to present it to just the teacher and Freya and Sowfee after school today. What the fuck do I do.

I'm so fucked, I'm even typing with capital letters again.

Why can't I ever just get something done without trying to fnid any possible way to avoid it. Like. Posting this. Or uploading my gecko photo. Or. ARGHH.

And. I just realized I spelled both Environments and Economics wrong. Typing dyslexia of doom.

freya saw this. and it made her think of me. :D i bags being the old man. freya can be the extinguisher-hat thing. and sophie is the jet of... hot ghost stuff propelling it. :D
( that's sexy )

teehee. i never sent these. i was going to when it got later in the day and i forgot. for. a long time.
so i think i'll make them public. because they're sort of introspective into my mind. journal time!
yes. my swine-flued bed ridden self was kind of pissed off all the time.

hurm. what would the date have been... let me go check.
July 20th or something. around that day.
( i wish this could've been any other way )

title: eulogy
rating: PG?
media: pencil and paper. as usual.

( if you look at your reflection, is it all you want to be? )

yaaaarg. i forgot to say. SOUNDWAVE TICKETS CAME ON THURSDAY!!!! :D

UGHHHH IT'S GOING TO BE THE BEST AND SCARIEST SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY EVER. AND FIRST.

( you always seem to give me another try )♥

peace.

SHIIITTT!!! I FORGOT ABOUT SCIENCE!!! D: D: D:

essay on a chosen ciculatory/respiratory-affecting disease due tomorrow. i'm doing churg strauss. i think i'm almost done. but. i haven't. ARGHHH.

GFlkfja;owiejfaoiwejfa;owiefj


SHOOT ME.

la lala lala. ._. it's almost two in the morning. and. i'm doing my art assignment. same self-portraity collage artbook thing. ughhhh.

right now. i'm working on this page. that's a parody of an x-men comic cover. but. it's with me and sophieophie whoatethetardis on it.  whom i'm currently emailing back and forth since she's also doing the same stupid fucking assignment. ARGHHH. well. we were. until. she didn't answer. D: i think she died. ... yeah. probably.

ow. ...something appears to be stuck in my eye. ow.
...

yeah, it/s gone now.

my mother just went to sleep since she kept falling asleep on my bed while she was supposed to be sitting and helping me. >:0

oh well. i don't think writing this entry is going to help me get done any faster. :S

yeah. probably not.

i shall...

post photos tomorrow probably. or the next day. when i should be skipping the last day of term to prepare for saturday's gencon me and sophie and company are supposed to be cosplaying at. :S yeah. notgonnahappen. well. at least not as well as we'd probably hope. remind me to look at spotlight's array of shitty wigs by friday. :S

FUCKKKK ME!

hurr hurr. you want to see what's in front of me? i know you do. ._.
yes.
( i think i used to have a purpose )

om nom nom.

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