somehow i found a way to get lost in you

hugh/taylor rps - mer!verse comic - work in progress/teaser

2009-11-11T07:24:18Z

title: untitled.
fandom/pairing: rps - hugh jackman/taylor kitsch
rating: G
media: sketched in pencil, colored etc in photoshop

teehee. yeah. the universe bubbling forth from the couldron of my mind.
it'll be great.
i was messing around with my concept sketches. and. decided to color practice.

click for fullsize.

dancing naked in the forest - the crucible

2009-11-07T14:14:27Z

oh yeah. it is... just about midnight. today. tonight, i mean. and i have just returned. well. not really just, but i have returned in the last hour from qpac. where me and sophie and our respective families. well. half her family and my whole family. who are married by the way. our families that is. we saw a play. and that play was the crucible. we told everyone we were dancing naked in the forest though.

anyhow. it was extremely good. and sad. and... yeah. sad.
the one playing abigail was... fascinating? for lack of better words. skinny and pretty and evil and awesome. pretty cool. i think sophie is like a mini her! they looked alike.

yeah. but. john proctor. he was fucking awesome. i don't know why. and so was reverend hale. ahh. and there was a detective ward lookalike lawyer/court guy. you know. like adorable dafoe in mississippi burning. yes.

i like going to plays. i wish we had more money. so we could do it more often. i should get a job. haha. not really though.

oh. speaking of which. i never got around to spewing to my lj about my monologue fail. D: i'll probably do that tomorrow while not doing eae or history.

here's some photos instead. :)

nom. program showoff.

inside program showoff. failfaces. and piti.

eating little people!

nyaw. it's so cute. walking on my hand.

sowfeee has a bug. :D

silhouette shot. which was meant to be slutty and up our non existant short-shorts since we were mimicking some randoms. but. it didn't really work out that way...

pelvic thrust bond!fail?

assrape? i dont even know.

i can has flustered sophie.

kissing ~~each other~~ the smiley on the cube.

oh, and sophie's dramafest performance was on tuesday! :D the rise and demise of katie who. a tragic story really.
i should tell you it. too lazy.
she was sexy. we raped her afterward. and embarassed her muchly in front of her family and teachers. fun fun times.
that's freya. as you should know.

meme :D

2009-11-01T02:54:09Z

teehee. meme thing. i rarely do these. only when i have a huge assignment and have to find extremely time consuming things to procrastinate with. :/

[i wish] I am a boy.
[x] I am shorter than 5’4.
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[only on occasion] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x maybe once. but strangers have told someone else that i was attractive a couple times :S] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles
[x] I am a girl.

Family/Home Life
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I’m in school
[ ] I have a job
[x oh, always.] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[ haha, no. ._. ] I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job.

Embarrassment
[ ] I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[x oh yeah. teehee. that's right. bridge to teribithia did make me cry :D] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve peed from laughing.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I’ve had chicken pox.
[ ] I’ve had measles

Traveling
[x] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star
[x] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x my dad, actually. i dont believe it did anything though.] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[x] I’ve been skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a play.
[ ] I’ve met someone in person from Myspace.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I’ve played chicken.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship
[ ] I’m engaged.
[x] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[x] I’ve gotten divorced.
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[ ] I’ve run a red light.
[x] I’ve been suspended from school.
[ ] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten s'rooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x all the fucking time! ARGHH!] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[...x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x usually only at night.] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x ugh. memories] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Nordstrom.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x i love ebay :D] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others too easily.
[x when i don't have to make any effort to turn it on or open the paper or anything XD] I watch the news.
[depends on the bug] I don’t kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I’m a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[x make a habit of only adding an x when mine is taken] I have “x”s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x sometimes? usually if they weren't mine in the first place. :D] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[used to be] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x arghhh yes.] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[x] All of those are answered honestly

eulogy - work in progress drawing - happy halloweeny :D

2009-10-31T12:46:43Z

title: eulogy
rating: PG?
media: pencil and paper. as usual.

ah. yes. here's a work in progress. happen to be working on an appropriate drawing for the occasion.
its a nonexistant comic cover. probably not though.
title and lyrics on stake are from a tool song. eulogy.

my god. i really should be working on my english monologue. rather than writing some random, likely crackful, zombiefic. that is so far het! seriously! what the hell is wrong with me? and. it's... my future husband :D and his imaginary girlfriend hetfic. that's insane.

click for fullsize.

you will never belong to me - wolverine/gambit art

2009-10-29T10:49:38Z

title: you will never belong to me
rating: G
fandom/pairing: Logan/Remy (Wolverine/Gambit)
media: opencanvas, wacom tablet

teehee. i found this just now. it's pretty old. from july. i think it was pretty late at night that i was just staying up and scribbling this into opencanvas furiously. there was an insane amount of erasing and redrawing in the faces. i'm not pleased with wolvie's arm, but it'll do well enough. i'd just ruin it more if i tried to fix it.
obviously i never finished it, but i think i like it alright how it is, wonky body proportions notwithstanding. had this work in progress screenshot too. not much difference that i can see.

Like a leach,
I hold on as if we belonged,
To some precious pure dream.
Cast off, you've seen what's beneath,
Now fail me.

click for epic fullsize.

visit - hugh/taylor sketch

2009-10-29T06:59:05Z

title: visit
rating: G
fandom/pairing: rps - hugh jackman/taylor kitsch
media...?: pencil. and... paper.

teehee. a disproportionate quick sketch. of an idea i've had for quite a while now. and then this morning i woke up from sleeping off last night's artistic!depression breakdown, and i fixed taylor's face. so it's better now.

it actually started out as a fic idea. so. i've started a fic. and taylor is either being emo or not emo about something or the other and skating around an empty ice rink, and then hugh appears. from nowhere. yes. and taylor goes :D. mmhm.

and then there's the optional event of the boys getting it on in the locker rooms, which i think i like, and then with or without that, taylor would make hugh get on some skates and go on the ice with him. and. he'd be clumsy and funny. but. not completely ignorant of the skill. twould be fun. :D

i want to write it. :( but. my writing skillz capture nothing. :/

i don't know why you'd want to, but you can click for fullsize?

dream seting sketch

2009-10-25T00:49:33Z

I had a weird dream night before last. It started out like a video game. It was... like the Ultimate Alliances, Wolverine Origins game, and the SGU ship insides all at the same time. And it played sort of like... Obscure mixed with... something where you select a drawer or something to open the view just zooms in toward it. And it felt like I was the camera in the beginning. But anyways. Yesterday while watching Mississippi Burning I drew the room that it was in. There were a couple scattered tables in the center of the room, and little things all over the floors, and I was rummaging through all the filing cabinets and stuff. and it seemed like the windows/walls on all sides could have been interrogation room glass. Idk. Yeah. You just shoved the tables and furniture around a lot though when moving. And, there was a door on the other side of the room.

soundwave

2009-10-24T08:13:56Z

yaaaarg. i forgot to say. SOUNDWAVE TICKETS CAME ON THURSDAY!!!! :D

UGHHHH IT'S GOING TO BE THE BEST AND SCARIEST SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY EVER. AND FIRST.

too young for love - Hugh Jackman/Taylor Kitsch fanart

2009-10-23T07:54:26Z

a work in progress.
I love fluff. and smut. which is all my poor fragile brain seems to be able to handle lately.
This is the former, by the way. and pretty G/PG rated.

ahh. i adore this pairing. i haven't loved a rps pairing this much since Frerard. and. that was weirdly obsessive. and i still don't think of bandslash in the way that i see pairing actors up in. bands are even less human than actors.

NEW WRITING/ART JOURNAL - andtheyblink

2009-10-23T07:36:11Z

Okay. So, I actually wrote something the other day, and I thought I should put it in my writing journal, which was vetromascherare.
But then I realized how stuffed with random crap it is, so I decided to make a new writing/art journal to post my new stuff in with a cleaner filing system. So it's kind of like a personal folio-ish progress type thing for me as well.
I'm still not sure how I'll sort the drawings and sketches I put in there. Since, I know it'd be better to be able to browse those by fandom or topic and such, but, it might just mess it up a lot. Oh well.

HERE TIS:
andtheyblink
andtheyblink
andtheyblink
andtheyblink

"Meeting" - Hugh/Taylor drabble

2009-10-22T07:12:28Z

Title: Meeting
Author: icrashcars
Fandom/Pairing: RPS - Hugh Jackman/Taylor Kitsch (implied)
Rating: G
Words: 100
Summary: The impromptu meeting couldn't have been more timely or predetermined an agony for the rawness beating away against his ribcage. The fierce determination to avoid the man for at least until shooting was resumed could have been the only thing tipping fate from the night before.
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Author's Note: This is the first drabble I've done. It took me four nearly five hours revising it to get it down to exactly 100 words. I almost shot my brain out. Especially since I probably should have been starting the three oral assignments coming up rather than a pointless face melting writing excercise. But yes. I lost a lot of substance obviously, including names, and it's kind of confusing and ill flowing, but, it's a start. I'll post the original/revisions later methinks. READ IT SLOWLY! :D
Warnings: None, really. Mentions kissing. It's a bit angsty.

Scraped into a quickortothepoint meeting in the suits’ hotel’s conference room, he curses the gods’ choice of day to warn him from avoiding inevitable; and after hours’-an-eyeful of tabletop below propped-open ears, he rises, scrawls scene changes on flipped receipts, and gets to the lobby.

The familiar hand-on-shoulder takes minutes slowing momentum, but moments to again knock his heart to the floor from where it lay recovering in his gut. He longs turning: kissing away concern and apologizing for all he shouldn’t… but sobers with a headshake, shrug, and whisper of don’t.

So he leaves, waving down a cab alone.

concritplz.

I don't regret this life I chose for me

2009-10-10T13:52:40Z

Oh, how joyous a day it is when I actually feel like I have somewhat of a social life and things to do.

Twas a busier one of those days. Got up at eight, showered for once in my life, got to Freya's place by ten, and even fit in getting my mother to fix itunes so I can resume spending all her money on buying pointless epic soundtrack songs ♥.

Anyways. The real reason I was even going to Freya's place was to... supervise their building of some wormhole model thing for this "Optiminds" competition that I have yet to comprehend. They ripped the sky off our model city. And cut it up. And made little wirey circles with... wire while I lazed around halfheartedly yelling at them to concentrate and reading Freya's awesome gigantic Salvador Dali book and failing at trying to sketch something myself.

Got through a few... hours? of that, and then I guess they were past the point of trying to concentrate or do brainwork any longer from the lack of... string. So we walked down to the Guitar Store thing. And proceeded to buy guitar picks. And stare at the pretty guitars. We did that for quite a while in fact.

Annnnd. When we got back to her house we were told by Mrs. Freya that down at the local school's fair they were auctioning a shirt that Poo Jackman (ahhhh ♥ future husband of future husband!) wore/signed. And, as expected we, well, more me and Freya, or, probably just Freya because I'm lazy and unfit, were bolting down the street before the sentance ended. We made it just in time for the start of the auction, Freya's 80 dollars in hopeful hand, only to hear the auctioneer proclaim "Opening bid at $200!". Yeah. Better luck next time. :D It ended up going for... $1350. Fork.
We moped around the fair for an hour being heartbroken, and attempted piggyback rides in the middle of the field that ended up gaining us some stares from the passersby because of the uncanny resemblence to clothed, public assraping. Then we found some matching necklaces. They were shaped like ~~penises~~ chilis.

Got back. Ate more of Freya's epic omnommy brownies she baked for us ♥. Lazed around telling each other our deepest darkest secrets. Or rather, me bringing up the subject, listening to everyone else's, and subsequently refusing to share my own. :D Which quickly transformed into playing the "I Have Never..." game.
We'd regressed to the thing we always end up doing for lack of... anything better to do, playing/sharing random guitar songs/knowledge, when we were interrupted. And Sophie's mother came and ripped me and, well, Sophie, from our... threesome umbillical cords? Yeah. We went to our respective houses.

AND THEN. About an hour or two later our threesome all met up again. At the powerhouse. Along with Mrs. Sophie. and Mrs. Me. O__o In nicer clothing. Well, I was the only one who didn't change, actually. :S ...Awkward. And we saw a play. It was about this guy and his post-bandbreakup forest life. Just kidding. Sort of. I don't know. I don't think that's quite an accurate description. It was called The True Story of Butterfish. Twas good.

Ah, the chaotic city nightlife. We drove through it. Slowly. While taking Freya/ourselves home. I'm not quite sure if I like it. Full of bars and drinking and cars and lights ~~and the fact that you can't tell hookers from normal people anymore. ._.~~

I'm tired.

And. we tried to take a photo in the theatre before it started. We failed.
You can almost see my penis chili necklace. You can definately see our giant attention-grabbing noses. The classy, arty adults around us rolled their eyes over their fancy martinis in their fancy plastic cups.

♥

peace.

IT'S BREAKING MEEEEHHHH.

2009-09-16T15:53:58Z

SHIIITTT!!! I FORGOT ABOUT SCIENCE!!! D: D: D:

essay on a chosen ciculatory/respiratory-affecting disease due tomorrow. i'm doing churg strauss. i think i'm almost done. but. i haven't. ARGHHH.

GFlkfja;owiejfaoiwejfa;owiefj

SHOOT ME.

i die without you.

2009-09-16T15:49:01Z

la lala lala. ._. it's almost two in the morning. and. i'm doing my art assignment. same self-portraity collage artbook thing. ughhhh.

right now. i'm working on this page. that's a parody of an x-men comic cover. but. it's with me and sophieophie whoatethetardis on it. whom i'm currently emailing back and forth since she's also doing the same stupid fucking assignment. ARGHHH. well. we were. until. she didn't answer. D: i think she died. ... yeah. probably.

ow. ...something appears to be stuck in my eye. ow.
...

yeah, it/s gone now.

my mother just went to sleep since she kept falling asleep on my bed while she was supposed to be sitting and helping me. >:0

oh well. i don't think writing this entry is going to help me get done any faster. :S

yeah. probably not.

i shall...

post photos tomorrow probably. or the next day. when i should be skipping the last day of term to prepare for saturday's gencon me and sophie and company are supposed to be cosplaying at. :S yeah. notgonnahappen. well. at least not as well as we'd probably hope. remind me to look at spotlight's array of shitty wigs by friday. :S

FUCKKKK ME!

hipflowers! and "why am I wearing spandex?"

2009-09-14T11:32:16Z

hurr hurr. you want to see what's in front of me? i know you do. ._.
yes.

:D

a more than slightly exaggerated sketch of comic!me and comic!sophie i'm trying to work out for my art assignment.
which. is due on friday. yeah. fuck no denbo. >:-0

hee hee. you know you want our hipflowers. :D thriller PC dance learning ftw.

oh. and. old self portrait from three years ago. :D that would be.... eighth grade in texas. D:

HOLY CARP I FEEL SO ARGHHHH RIGHT NOW I WANT TO SCREAM AND THROW THINGS IN FRUSTRATION FOR NO REASON!

ahahahaha not speaking of which. http://ytmnporpoise.ytmnd.com/

I WANT SOME MUTANT SLASH.

*throws tantrum and is reduced into a snivelling mucus puddle on the floor*

ahh. i was being annoying and craving a steak sandwich yesterday. and so. tonight my mother made french dip sammiches. OMNOMNOM. i want it for lunch tomorrow now. i think it wouldn't keep well and stink up my locker. OMFG matching external hard drives plz. ahahahaha.

i think i'm using all the bandwidth. downloading music and uploading my art. at least my father appears to have teleported to the Philipines magically overnight so he can't yell at me :S
no, really. I don't even know how it happened.

and now i think i'm tired. that was an awesomely dumb unintelligent rant. YOU KNOW WHAT.

i should. get offline. yeah. probably.

but i really like to type to myself. it seems. it's stress relieving. maybe i should keep a diar- THAT"S WHAT MY FUCKING PSYCHOLOGIST SAID. no really. in an email. which. i didn't actually read but i'll tell her i did next week.

FUCK THAT. i want some juice. yeah. brb.

yeah yeah yeah back yeah. you really shouldn't leave Solo out like that. it tastes like stale... solo.

ahh.

marvel ultimate alliance 2 "damage" trailer

2009-09-11T23:43:11Z

om nom nom.

[link]

an art dump that felt massive, but really wasn't all that massive

2009-08-30T10:51:30Z

i hate deviantart. it takes too long to do everything. and anyways. I'm kind of scared of the people on there sometimes :D

ahh.

an old... thing. that was probably my first encounter with Photoshop. :/ i think i called it dance, initially.

quick cartoony sketch during a recent spy meeting of our history teacher and his ideals. :D

alex profile practicey. only really okayish one that came out of it. still can't draw girls. :/
i'll get there someday!

original knobblybird. before I ruined it by cleaning it up.

you be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground... i'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds.
a sketchy jackman/kitsch thing i did quite a while back. my rps otp. :D
ooooh. PG-13. :D

and then failsomely attempted to color it.

remy's hand. :D something i posted on facebook a long time ago. from this thing that i'm scared of looking at since freya and groin and sowfeee sexually ~~assulted~~ harassed me for a while about it. not really though seeing as it's hung on my wall in front of my desk. which i should also post a picture of since I love it so much.. :D

yeah. well. speaking of which. i should scan that in since I'm never going to work on it again.
hold on just a moment. :D

...
which was originally this idea for this comicy thing. where Rogue is all love-triangle-y jealous because she wants Remy who wants Logan who... ... loves Jean? O___o I don't know. but basically Rogue is voyeuristic on Gambit and Wolverine's nighttime meetups outside the X-Mansion. and then the next morning gets all annoyed and storms out and haha. i don't remember. not really vouyeristic actually. more like she's just spying on them through the window out of spite, really.
I like Gambit/Rogue though. One of the only het pairings I can actually tolerate. >.>

more stalker moth photos.

this plane cut-out thing I drew for my art assignment. :D plane. :D

Most recent thing I think I've drawn. Olivia/Alex. OH EM GEE I DREW FEMSLASH. O__o
i think my brain just broke. see. it kills me really. There's only ever really been one other time I've been a fan of a femslash pairing, or even thought about a fandom where femslash is.. really all there is in the way of acceptable pairings. Other than Sharmen, but I mean. what else are you supposed to get out of TLW. I think... that I had this sort of mental side-thing for weird disney best-friend-pairings for a while though. like... Carly/Sam - iCarly and Miley/Lily - Hannah Montana. that lasted about a week. and it's also kind of sad that they write really good porn for it, and not enough good fanfic for the fandoms I actually mainly like. SHAaaaame that I just admitted that. *facejetengine*
alex used to have a face. until I erased it (duh). Mostly cause the weird angle it's supposed to be at is impossibleeee with the failsome proportion of her neck and body and where olivia's head is. and secondly, they're not supposed to be kissing since I can't draw that, and so i have to have some weird sort of eye-raping facial expression interaction instead that I haven't exactly been able to illustrate in the past. :/
btw. i find nerdy glasses extremely sexy on the right person. ;)

hmmmmm. oh oh oh. me and freya's model city we made at our epic sleepover! :D :D yeah yeah and the lil church I made with a steeple! Freya painted the epic water that we're going to apparently cover with shiny candy wrappers :D
look at my retarded weirdly shaped face O___e

oh. while I'm at it. the stuff I put in my other art assignment was pretty okay. it was for a drama play poster or something.
i can't believe how clean I kept this paper. I didn't even have to erase anything in between the drawings, I don't think. :S that's a first.

and. cleaned and colored:

and the person on it. which i did digitally on photoshop.

NO DAY BUT TODAY!

that twould be it.

Maybe it was just trying to help soothe my annoyedness about how I haven't drawn anything decent for weeks/months and my skills need to build, not go into regression from laziness and having no time from too much ~~schoolwork~~ procrastination.

I NEED TO DO MY HISTORY NOW LIKE I'VE BEEN SUPPOSED TO DO ALL FUCKING DAY. :D

please comment. and. comment.
i feel like there's a typical phrase you say at the end of dumpy posts and stuff that has two words seperated with an 'and'. but... i can't think of it. :D oh well. :)

GWENNYPOO. WAS. HERE.

teehee.

2009-08-16T14:46:22Z

ahahaha. it's not even funny how hysterical i go after midnight.

i find the most stupid things hilarious and laugh until my stomach hurts and i'm crying and drooling on the table and my mother is pissy. :D
like. "There are many other earth artists who work similarly to me. and my colony."

Aaaah. good ol' art assignments that make me stay up until midnight to turn insane and get done and inevitably fail for my nonexistant procrastination skills.

Law and Order: Special Victims Unit - Alex Cabot Banner

2009-08-16T12:41:16Z

♥

textures and such from:
uncreativ
http://resurgere.deviantart.com/
http://www.pylonsounds.com/swaps/?q=aggregator/sources/112

do you smell what i smell?

2009-08-02T10:40:27Z

>:0 hellyesplz.
I'm going to get my mother to take me to ebgames, like, tomorrow to preorder.

i fooking love captain america!!

i'm going to rip my ears off.

2009-08-02T08:31:35Z

My father seems to have become obsessed with Adam Lambert since American Idol ended. Someone kill me now. D:

teehee. shame at my current favorite song.

2009-08-01T04:37:49Z

Title: Never Far Away
Artist: Rush Of Fools
Album: Wonder Of The World

Lyrics:
Another mile down the road,
Another mile from our home.
At times I feel quite alone,
Cause you know, cause you know all there is to know.
So hold my heart, as it’s breaking apart,
And I’ll hold yours in mine.

CHORUS:
Oh oh oh oh, you’re never far away.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, you’re never far away.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, you’re never far away,
From me.

I close my eyes and try to see,
See you right in front of me.
As if you’re only in my dreams,
But you are everywhere and in between.
You’re the moonlight in the dark of my night,
And you shine bright so I can see.

CHORUS

You catch my tears as they fall,
It’s like I never left at all.
And all the world feels so small,
Cause right now we are high above it all.
So hold me close, don’t ever let me go,
Tell me what I already know.

CHORUS x2

LINK:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJWYsmVybmc

10 X-Men Icons

2009-07-25T05:58:59Z

10 X-Men icons:
7 - X-Men 1
2 - X-Men 2
1 - X-Men Origins: Wolverine

I used first movie screencaps from here.
and the others I just capped/found myself.

Oh the joys of the public healthcare system.

2009-07-24T07:10:29Z

:D I can has swine flu?

I think by the time it comes to be even Wednesday next week I'll be bored to death and wishing I'd insisted more on just staying home and taking handfuls of Panadol every hour.

I don't know why people seem to think that people would enjoy sitting on the couch watching television and having "lazy time" as a good thing. Not that I'd do much else on the weekend, but... a whole week??

Shhh. don't tell Freya. She'll murder me. D:

anyways. I think I have some productive stuff to pretend I'm actually thinking about starting.

Heinz Deli Mayo Ad - Gay Kiss

2009-07-24T07:02:22Z

hahaha, this is a pretty cute ad, you have to admit. :D